meh

the past few days i havent been feeling that good. i met some students from this high tech self directed high school in san diego. the kind bill gates wants to impliment across amerika. i was really jealous of their school. its kind of like unschooling but with more rescources...which of course i would have loved. i think they all looked down on and me and felt i was stupid. i really wanted to come home the last few days and then realized i have nothing to come home to so i made up a little story in my head about what my life will look like when i get back that is completely unrealistic and im happy again.